I know that I have been away for quite some time from this site. Many life lessons learned and humility would be the first that comes to mind. That I have changed drastically from last year to now. Oh where do I even start? Husband and I did sell our home to move because we knew things were not going to get any better. The world seems to be spiraling down. Around September to the beginning of November of last year, I was in an argument with my father and mother to not take the vaccine. I knew that it would affect their health if they took it. Our home was sold in 2 days time of putting it on the market. We packed everything up and moved to my parents in East Texas who have 15 acres of land. We stayed in an Rv until husband built our home behind my parents home. They gifted us 2 acres. Now this is where the struggles had begun from the time we moved into the Rv at Thanksgiving of last year. My dad who is a severe diabetic did take 2 doses of the vaccine. He started to decline very considerably. Mom was still working and the responsibility had landed on me. I now had to homeschool and keep an eye on my dad. 911 was called more times then I could count on my fingers. One episode resulted in me throwing a cinder block through the back glass door because he wasn’t responding. I knew he was low. The fire department said that they couldn’t break property and had to wait for the cops. I stepped in, broke the glass and found him on the bathroom floor. The EMS was able to revive him. In one of his episodes, he started blacking out when he stood up and he fell on a sharp object within his home. He broke a rib and shattered a lung. We called 911 again. They said that they also found pneumonia and his gallbladder needed to be taken out. To top it off, his blood pressure and heart dropped every time he stood up and went high when he set down. I contributed most of his health problems to this “vaccine.” When Dad was in the hospital, Mom went to visit him with my Aunt and they were involved in a wreck and totaled the truck. Mom was put in ICU. I had to make my rounds of visiting my Dad, Mom, and Aunt in the hospital. To say that this was a trying and overwhelming time was an understatement. Him and mother are now at home after grueling months of hospital visits and rehab but I can see his decline. I get frustrated with my Mother because she refuses to get help to aid him. He has fallen multiple times and I just have to walk away. God forgive me because I have yelled at her to get help and hire a nurse. She refuses. He continues to fall down on a daily basis. Talking does no good. I pray to the Lord and walk away. I pray that He keeps my mouth shut even when tears roll down my face. I am taking care of their horse and I have never done this in the past. I have never taken care of a horse period. She is almost wild because he used to keep her tame. That is a fear of mine everyday and I pray that the Lord would keep this horse from running me over or bucking me. I have learned humility and how to have a servant’s heart. I have learned to keep quiet and that is most of the time. Husband is really good about constantly letting me know how much he loves me and that comforts me everyday. I have learned how not to grumble or complain of any situation that I am in. We are now in our home that Husband built and my mother can look out her back door and be comforted that we are there to help. I am writing this now because my Daughter, son-in-law with their 2 kids will be living in our Rv and we are going to pick them up this weekend. He lost his job and his car was repossessed last week. Husband and my plate will be even fuller but I pray that the Lord will continue to strengthen me/husband and bless us when they are settled in. I guess the reason why I am writing this to get it off my chest.
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