I am really confused about what I should do
I have been working on a secular graduate degree and in the middle of my school study I felt very strongly that I should teach at Seminary School, because the leaders just are not teaching Pastors the right stuff at least for the most part.
I realized that their are a certain set of rules that you must follow to interpret the Bible and the only way to come to the conclusion that polygyny is forbidden is to break these rules.
I realized that people including my past self engage in "double-think." They think two irreconciably contradictory things at the same time for the sake of a perceived reward (or lack of punishment.)
For example if you read the Bible with method A, you would come to the conclusion the Bible is self-contradictory. If you read the Bible with method B it is not self contradictory
But if you read it with method A you can claim polygyny is morally wrong and get a perceived reward (or lack of punishment) so everyone chooses to read the Bible with method A instead of method B even though
1. If you interpret anything other than scripture with method A it will destroy your life so people choose to interpret everything but the Bible with method B and the Bible with method A when it comes to topics where knowing the truth would result in a perceived punishment
2. Method A interpretation if done consistently would mean the Bible is full of contradictions and imaginary data that people add even though it is not there. Yet people choose method A will proclaiming to believe the Bible, but under method A the Bible cannot be true because it is self-contradictory
So anyway to make a long story short I realized that all these double-thinking pastors come from Seminary school and are not being taught proper methodology or intentionally choosing to negate what they are taught in methodology in order to fit in with what the same professor teaches in terms of the great traditions of men.
So I know no one else face to face who can fix this.
So I feel I am called to do full-time teaching work in the future, because I am the only person I know face to face who is qualified.
I am not trying to sound arrogant. I consider myself in need of much improvement and wish there was someone more qualified to teach me, but I have not found someone yet face to face.
But I do not know what I should do. Should I rush to get a seminary degree so I can teach and fix up the Seminary Schools hermeneutics or should I try to get some other sort of way to teach people on a mass scale? Or should I work on getting a non-teaching job even though my goal is a full-time teaching job, simply because the truth is rejected on such a large scale so who would support me to teach anyway?
I do not know if I explained my question well, you can ask further details.
I have been working on a secular graduate degree and in the middle of my school study I felt very strongly that I should teach at Seminary School, because the leaders just are not teaching Pastors the right stuff at least for the most part.
I realized that their are a certain set of rules that you must follow to interpret the Bible and the only way to come to the conclusion that polygyny is forbidden is to break these rules.
I realized that people including my past self engage in "double-think." They think two irreconciably contradictory things at the same time for the sake of a perceived reward (or lack of punishment.)
For example if you read the Bible with method A, you would come to the conclusion the Bible is self-contradictory. If you read the Bible with method B it is not self contradictory
But if you read it with method A you can claim polygyny is morally wrong and get a perceived reward (or lack of punishment) so everyone chooses to read the Bible with method A instead of method B even though
1. If you interpret anything other than scripture with method A it will destroy your life so people choose to interpret everything but the Bible with method B and the Bible with method A when it comes to topics where knowing the truth would result in a perceived punishment
2. Method A interpretation if done consistently would mean the Bible is full of contradictions and imaginary data that people add even though it is not there. Yet people choose method A will proclaiming to believe the Bible, but under method A the Bible cannot be true because it is self-contradictory
So anyway to make a long story short I realized that all these double-thinking pastors come from Seminary school and are not being taught proper methodology or intentionally choosing to negate what they are taught in methodology in order to fit in with what the same professor teaches in terms of the great traditions of men.
So I know no one else face to face who can fix this.
So I feel I am called to do full-time teaching work in the future, because I am the only person I know face to face who is qualified.
I am not trying to sound arrogant. I consider myself in need of much improvement and wish there was someone more qualified to teach me, but I have not found someone yet face to face.
But I do not know what I should do. Should I rush to get a seminary degree so I can teach and fix up the Seminary Schools hermeneutics or should I try to get some other sort of way to teach people on a mass scale? Or should I work on getting a non-teaching job even though my goal is a full-time teaching job, simply because the truth is rejected on such a large scale so who would support me to teach anyway?
I do not know if I explained my question well, you can ask further details.