I, Dawn am the daughter of the Most High King JESUS first and foremost who has richly abundantly blessed me with the utmost honor to be my husband, Robert's 2nd wife. We have only been married for 3 glorious years and to be frank, I have struggled immensely to find pure JOY and contentment as I learn how to live this new life as his second wife.
A little background...
My entire childhood was a chaotic blend of both pampering and horrible abuse. I was a child model and a child actor which went on to launch a musical career as a young adult. Raised with religion and casual Catholicism, I never had a relationship with Jesus and was taught to 'hide family secrets'. After singing and touring across the world and winning a recording contract, I married a religious man who used religion to hide what a horrible abuser he was. He stopped my musical career and pounded the light and hope out of me as he hospitalized me multiple times... all while attending seminary and having pastoral type roles in the Presbetery. His own tiny inadequacies, addictions and abuses kept us in marital counseling. I held out against his weekly or monthly threats of divorce because Catholics don't believe in that, right? After 19 years of hell, we moved to the PNW as a last effort to 'save our marriage' as we joined with another couple to plant a church. Nothing changed, just our location. He once again served me with divorce papers, and this time, I didn't put up the fight to stay with him that he had grown used to... I just simply let him divorce me.
This is where I met my Robert. He is a Jesus loving singer song writer, recording musical artist, pastor, entrepreneur with 2 companies, published scientist, videographer and digital artist, photographer, chef, handyman, outdoorsman with a background in combat and law enforcement... and that just scratches the surface... who had a first wife. He had been finding in his Berean-like searching that his professors and every western believing church had been in, through ignorance or intentional ommission, was hiding the truth about biblical marriage.
From the first notes we sang together, the Holy Spirit caused a healing in my body and moved our spirits quickly together. I became his second wife 11 months after we met.
Robert is the most perfect loving godly patient husband, leader, teacher and my very best friend for which I am so thankful and most blessed to have his heart and name for all of my days. I am here to seek sisterly fellowship because his first wife has not accepted me as part of her life or Robert's 2nd wife yet. Unfortunately she is still stuck in the Western misunderstanding and misteaching of the scripture and believes we are sinning. What once seemed like a softening heart still needs more focused prayers. She has shunned me for most of our married life and I am praying the Lord will reveal His wisdom as to how I may best love and serve my HERO Husband while lovingly (LEARNING) to respect his first wife's heart as all of life has completely totally changed for her too. Please pray for compassion, mercy, grace, acts of kindness, honor and love... Most of all please pray for LOVE to grow and fill each of our hearts to LOVE each other just as Chrsit LOVES each of us!!! I look forward to getting to learn from you lovely ladies and fellowship together soon In His Time!!!
Blessings & HUGS Dawn
A little background...
My entire childhood was a chaotic blend of both pampering and horrible abuse. I was a child model and a child actor which went on to launch a musical career as a young adult. Raised with religion and casual Catholicism, I never had a relationship with Jesus and was taught to 'hide family secrets'. After singing and touring across the world and winning a recording contract, I married a religious man who used religion to hide what a horrible abuser he was. He stopped my musical career and pounded the light and hope out of me as he hospitalized me multiple times... all while attending seminary and having pastoral type roles in the Presbetery. His own tiny inadequacies, addictions and abuses kept us in marital counseling. I held out against his weekly or monthly threats of divorce because Catholics don't believe in that, right? After 19 years of hell, we moved to the PNW as a last effort to 'save our marriage' as we joined with another couple to plant a church. Nothing changed, just our location. He once again served me with divorce papers, and this time, I didn't put up the fight to stay with him that he had grown used to... I just simply let him divorce me.
This is where I met my Robert. He is a Jesus loving singer song writer, recording musical artist, pastor, entrepreneur with 2 companies, published scientist, videographer and digital artist, photographer, chef, handyman, outdoorsman with a background in combat and law enforcement... and that just scratches the surface... who had a first wife. He had been finding in his Berean-like searching that his professors and every western believing church had been in, through ignorance or intentional ommission, was hiding the truth about biblical marriage.
From the first notes we sang together, the Holy Spirit caused a healing in my body and moved our spirits quickly together. I became his second wife 11 months after we met.
Robert is the most perfect loving godly patient husband, leader, teacher and my very best friend for which I am so thankful and most blessed to have his heart and name for all of my days. I am here to seek sisterly fellowship because his first wife has not accepted me as part of her life or Robert's 2nd wife yet. Unfortunately she is still stuck in the Western misunderstanding and misteaching of the scripture and believes we are sinning. What once seemed like a softening heart still needs more focused prayers. She has shunned me for most of our married life and I am praying the Lord will reveal His wisdom as to how I may best love and serve my HERO Husband while lovingly (LEARNING) to respect his first wife's heart as all of life has completely totally changed for her too. Please pray for compassion, mercy, grace, acts of kindness, honor and love... Most of all please pray for LOVE to grow and fill each of our hearts to LOVE each other just as Chrsit LOVES each of us!!! I look forward to getting to learn from you lovely ladies and fellowship together soon In His Time!!!
Blessings & HUGS Dawn
